|someone:||what are your plans for the weekend|
|me:||(i'm not leaving the house)|
Well, today my girlfriend said she didn’t want to have sex with me anymore.
I guess it hurt, a lot, I love being close like that, and I don’t like how the situation that happened did, but I guess I have to deal with it, right?
I just want her to be happy..
Tonight, I relapsed.
I lost it.
I fucking can’t take it anymore.
I hate living.
I’m a fuckup.
I enjoy pain.
I fucking hate everybody.
I just want to fucking die.
and I can’t..I have to stay.