Horrid life unworth living.
someone:what are your plans for the weekend
me:who knows
me:(i know)
me:(i'm not leaving the house)

Well, today my girlfriend said she didn’t want to have sex with me anymore.

I guess it hurt, a lot, I love being close like that, and I don’t like how the situation that happened did, but I guess I have to deal with it, right?

I just want her to be happy..

Tonight, I relapsed.

I lost it.

I fucking can’t take it anymore.

I hate living.

I’m a fuckup.

I’m depressed.

I enjoy pain.

I fucking hate everybody.

I just want to fucking die.

and I can’t..I have to stay.

"You’d never say goodbye though..ever…w-why?.."